IN A WEIRD FUNK...

ack. i don't realli know why, but i seem to be feeling particularly down in the dumps these past few days. am in some kind of weird funk that i can't seem to get out of. am feeling very moochy and depressed. ack.ack.ack. realli do not like the feeling. just found out there's canoe polo try-outs on sunday. am v.scared nw, as never have played the sport in my life. knowing me, i'll probably slam a paddle into myself and break my face! god, im so accident prone. :p argh... i don't like try-outs, they always get me v. worked up and jumpy. still remember wat it was like to haf to go thru try-outs for T1 in canoeing last yr. incredibly nerve-wracking!! but oh well, no harm trying rite?? hmmm... still in a weird funk... gotta go back to my readings for tmr... trust me to haf an entire free day today and laze it away!!! so typically me! nw im stuck trying to finish my readings.. crap.